Imperfect Christian

Romans 7:18-20  (18)For I know that nothing good dwells in me, that is, in my flesh. For I have the desire to do what is right, but not the ability to carry it out. (19)For I do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want is what I keep on doing. (20)Now if I do what I do not want, it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells within me.(ESV)

Becoming a Christian does not automatically make someone perfect.  It doesn’t remove the potential for sin.  It doesn’t mean that they are always going to do the right thing.

Here’s the controversial opinion part, becoming Christian doesn’t even make a person a good person.

Our sin nature wants us to put everything on fake pedestals because it’s fun to see those pedestals get toppled.  It reinforces the notion that we can’t or don’t need to improve or do better.  Anything that gets placed on the pedestals of public judgement is set up for failure.  Society requires it, demands it, and will do anything to make sure it happens.

If something or someone is ever put on the pedestal and society can’t tear it down, that would mean that society would have to improve.  This is the very reason why Jesus was rejected, which is the reason salvation was made available to gentiles.

Our sin nature forces us to reject or try to destroy anything that reminds us of the fact that we even have a sin nature.

Non-Christians, or non-believers, do not recognize this battle and often live under the false belief that being Christian instantly makes someone perfect.  Then, after looking at a few Christians, they come to the conclusion that Christianity has to be false because one assumption feeds another.

It’s vital that Christians normalize the notion that we still struggle with the same things we did before we began to follow Christ.  We owe it to ourselves and others to stop wearing masks and pretending that everything is ok.

It’s ok to not be ok.

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Who am I?

I’ve walked a path I didn’t ask for, guided by a God I can’t ignore. I don’t wear titles well—writer, teacher, leader—they fit like borrowed armor. But I know this: I’ve bled truth onto a page, challenged what I was told to swallow, and led only because I refused to follow where I couldn’t see Christ.

I don’t see greatness in the mirror. I see someone ordinary, shaped by pain and made resilient through it. I’m not above anyone. I’m not below anyone. I’m just trying to live what I believe and document the war inside so others know they aren’t alone.

If you’re looking for polished answers, you won’t find them here.
But if you’re looking for honesty, tension, paradox, and a relentless pursuit of truth,
you’re in the right place.

If you’re unsure of what path to follow or disillusioned with the world today and are willing to walk with me along this path I follow, you’ll never be alone. Everyone is welcome and invited to participate as much as they feel comfortable with.

Now, welcome home. I’m Don.

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