Anticipate Growth

Hebrews 4:12 For the word of God is living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing to the division of soul and of spirit, of joints and of marrow, and discerning the thoughts and intentions of the heart.(ESV)

I have seen several speakers begin their talks by telling a joke, repeating it until no one laughed anymore. This technique, called “comic torture”, effectively highlights how people can become numb to good things while reliving the same trauma or pain repeatedly. I must have read today’s verse hundreds of times over the years. Knowing that there have been times when I felt numb to these words gives me pause. Just like hearing the same joke multiple times, I know what comes next. There’s no need to guess. There’s no hidden mystery. I’ve seen this, done that, and know what to expect. It’s like walking across Kansas towards Colorado. I had a destination, but every step seemed exactly like the ones before. It’s easy to become blind to the slow and gentle changes taking place all around.

What I missed during those times I felt numb to the word is that, step by step and word by word, my perspective was slowly changing. Growth changes perspective, allowing us to see the same old thing in a completely different way.

There will be times when growth seems slow. It might be rocks in the garden, or it might just be the wrong season. When we become aware of the growth and learn to anticipate the coming changes in perspective, we will see those old and tired words that we’ve read hundreds of times before take on new meaning. We begin to look forward to the next revelation, the next epiphany that will cascade into a new renaissance of faith-filled understanding, hope, love, mercy, and grace.

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I’ve walked a path I didn’t ask for, guided by a God I can’t ignore. I don’t wear titles well—writer, teacher, leader—they fit like borrowed armor. But I know this: I’ve bled truth onto a page, challenged what I was told to swallow, and led only because I refused to follow where I couldn’t see Christ.

I don’t see greatness in the mirror. I see someone ordinary, shaped by pain and made resilient through it. I’m not above anyone. I’m not below anyone. I’m just trying to live what I believe and document the war inside so others know they aren’t alone.

If you’re looking for polished answers, you won’t find them here.
But if you’re looking for honesty, tension, paradox, and a relentless pursuit of truth,
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If you’re unsure of what path to follow or disillusioned with the world today and are willing to walk with me along this path I follow, you’ll never be alone. Everyone is welcome and invited to participate as much as they feel comfortable with.

Now, welcome home. I’m Don.

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