God Is With You Even If You Aren’t

I love to call myself a Christian. The only problem is that there are days when I don’t feel like it. I don’t want to talk to God. I don’t want to go to work. I don’t want to eat, drink, or socialize. I’m not even sure it’s worth the effort it takes to get out of bed. In fact, if it wasn’t for the need for a bathroom, there would honestly be days I didn’t move much from whatever position I woke up in.

So, it’s a good thing that God is there even when I’m not. God shows up even when I don’t, won’t, or can’t.

Psalm 139:7-10 (7)Where shall I go from your Spirit? Or where shall I flee from your presence? (8)If I ascend to heaven, you are there! If I make my bed in Sheol, you are there! (9)If I take the wings of the morning and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea, (10)even there your hand shall lead me, and your right hand shall hold me.(ESV)

It never matters how good or bad life seems in any given moment. It doesn’t matter how far away we try to run or where we try to hide. God is with us through is all. He celebrates every small victory and weeps with us over every defeat or failure.

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Who am I?

I’ve walked a path I didn’t ask for, guided by a God I can’t ignore. I don’t wear titles well—writer, teacher, leader—they fit like borrowed armor. But I know this: I’ve bled truth onto a page, challenged what I was told to swallow, and led only because I refused to follow where I couldn’t see Christ.

I don’t see greatness in the mirror. I see someone ordinary, shaped by pain and made resilient through it. I’m not above anyone. I’m not below anyone. I’m just trying to live what I believe and document the war inside so others know they aren’t alone.

If you’re looking for polished answers, you won’t find them here.
But if you’re looking for honesty, tension, paradox, and a relentless pursuit of truth,
you’re in the right place.

If you’re unsure of what path to follow or disillusioned with the world today and are willing to walk with me along this path I follow, you’ll never be alone. Everyone is welcome and invited to participate as much as they feel comfortable with.

Now, welcome home. I’m Don.

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