Please Turn

I ask a lot of questions when I’m reading the bible. Not all of them pertain to exactly what I’m reading. I don’t remember what I was reading, but the question of the moment was “what does it mean to truly repent?” Hours later, I was driving to lunch and fell in behind a really slow moving car. I’m tired. I’m hungry (hangry?). I just want to get to the place that has the food that I want. I want to be able to sit down and enjoy my meal in peace, but this really slow moving car is delaying the enjoyment of said food.

In my head I’m thinking, “Please turn”. That’s when I hear it. “How often have I said that to you?”

Ouch. Obviously, there is a slightly different context in that I was not specifically following the car in front of my life the Holy Spirit is with us. In the context of my earlier question, to repent means to turn or to change direction, a change of heart that changes ones destination.

The underlying thought here is that there aren’t a lot of principles that apply to mankind that God does not exemplify and put on display.

James 4:2-3 (2)You desire and do not have, so you murder. You covet and cannot obtain, so you fight and quarrel. You do not have, because you do not ask. (3)You ask and do not receive, because you ask wrongly, to spend it on your passions.(ESV)

God wants us to follow Jesus, because that is what is best for us. He already knows if we are going to turn or not, but He can’t make us turn. He can only ask us to turn. If He knows that turning will give us the best path but doesn’t ask us to turn then how can we be blamed for not turning?

God is always faithful. God will never fail to ask us to turn.

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Who am I?

I’ve walked a path I didn’t ask for, guided by a God I can’t ignore. I don’t wear titles well—writer, teacher, leader—they fit like borrowed armor. But I know this: I’ve bled truth onto a page, challenged what I was told to swallow, and led only because I refused to follow where I couldn’t see Christ.

I don’t see greatness in the mirror. I see someone ordinary, shaped by pain and made resilient through it. I’m not above anyone. I’m not below anyone. I’m just trying to live what I believe and document the war inside so others know they aren’t alone.

If you’re looking for polished answers, you won’t find them here.
But if you’re looking for honesty, tension, paradox, and a relentless pursuit of truth,
you’re in the right place.

If you’re unsure of what path to follow or disillusioned with the world today and are willing to walk with me along this path I follow, you’ll never be alone. Everyone is welcome and invited to participate as much as they feel comfortable with.

Now, welcome home. I’m Don.

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